Time hasn’t changed. I’m everywhere and nowhere. The clock is broken. Still the same light and shapes surrounding me. Am I remembering to breathe? My heart is racing but I’m laying still. The cold runs down my spine. I need to sleep, but I’m not sure I will wake up? It’s always a gamble. Is this death coming? Am I feeling this? Fear and panic is constant. My stomach in knots. Sweat dripping from my clammy forehead. You need to sleep. Every noise is amplified. Finally a cricket choir breaks through. Remember to breathe. Just be calm.
Repeat