Once more from the edge of the abyss.

The dream came again. Same as always. From my grandparents on Cassidy street to me standing on the ridge of the cave awaiting the beast from within to emerge. Last night it finally emerged. As I’ve always known, it was a great bear. I could always see it in my mind. I could feel it’s presence always guarding the entrance to the cave. Last night it came out from the shadows into the light.

I find myself in awe of such a giant spirit. It cast a large shadow standing before the sun. Shadow stretched large enough hide a dozen men from the fire of the sun. it stands tall on his hind legs looking at me. I see a vision in my mind being projected from the spirit bear. He shows me green trees and a mossy Forrest floor. Ferns and other creatures of the Forrest. I know this is a vision because I’m standing on the edge of a dark cave in the middle of a vast bare mountain side covered in snow and ice. I can still feel the bitter cold wind on my face still. Yet in my mind I see this beautiful warm green lush forest. I ask the great bear what he is showing me? I ask why after all this time is he finally coming out to the light? He goes back to all fours and enters back into the cave. I feel a strong pull to follow.

This is where I woke up. I feel the need to meditate and try to understand what the message is. There’s more still to be told I’m sure, but since this dream has been ongoing for my life I’m excited and curious. 

Published by Snowy Owl

There was a lot more written here before. Then I saw it was irrelevant. I am just another person with an autoimmune disease and spectrum ”disorder” who is highly sensitive to their environment. I thought I would write a few things down, so here you go. Swim at your own risk!

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